Do
I know where or how my dream world in my sleep begin? In the
same manner, am I going to find out how this thing called LIFE started?
While immersed in a dream while asleep, no matter
how I try, I can't know how did I arrive there. Puff! I am there!
Snap of fingers and my consciousness is all into it. All physical senses
are in it. I interact within it. Sometimes I feel fear, joy, anger and sexual orgasm. But what was the state prior
to being there? What brought me in there? I found myself in a park. Did I ride or walk?
And in the same sense, will I ever
know how this life came about? I eat, exercise, take medicine,
talk with people, talk with myself, have sex, cry, laugh, and sleep and
to dream while sleeping. I can't even remember the first five years of my life. Who am I or what am I before birth? What does
the statement "Be thankful you were brought to life" means? Thankful to
what? To whom? For what? Will I ever know
it? Why?
I can't really know the very start of it all. A dream? A
life? What is the difference? Both worlds require awareness or consciousness to be felt. Consciousness is the only way I feel this being. Which is the real "real" then? Or are they both
dreams? Or are they both real? Or perhaps are they just one?
The
eagerness of humans to decipher the origin of time or the origin of life brought him to complex analysis of the realm perceived. Lots
of theories about the quest. But I wonder a lot at this moment.. Since LIFE maybe is also a DREAM, will humans ever get to realize what is
constantly sought after? With all the seemingly concrete ideas about this universe...maybe...maybe... the farthest distance human will ever reach, though humans don't recognized as such, is still
NOTHING.
The
work of the scientists to know the beginning of time is no more than
like and can never be greater than or nobler than that of a person consumed in dream
sleep whose assumed character is asking "how did I get here?". A
scientist and a dreaming person have no distinctions whatsoever. Both of
them are dreamers. Like the unique world that happens in a dream sleep,
though consciousness is spent while in it, there will be no way to know how everything really started.
Maybe I am just beginning to kick
myself off the bed of unconsciousness,"HEY WAKE UP!"